I'm so sorry to hear this has happened to you hun, *hugs*. You know I love your work, it's brilliant and I can't believe people have been messaging you about what you choose to write, it they don't like it they can bugger off and not comment. People like that need to be hung, drawn and quartered!
Step back find your bearing and when you're happy and comfortable again those of us who care will be here waiting for your return with hugs and cheers.